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| I Have The Best Boyfriend In The World! |
| 12.30.05 (8:03 pm) [edit] |
Darius is so sweet. He called me this morning because he knew I was feeling down. I told him he didn't have to call, but he did anyway! He's so loving. He says he misses me and that he'll be home soon. He and his family and friends are going to Leeds for New Year's Eve so he's gonna call me when he gets back home. I'm glad he's having a good time over there. I'm getting tired of this housesitting thing. Oh well, tonight's my last night at one of the houses and the other house is only through the 5th. I'm almost clear. I have a few days of babysitting to do though in the meantime. I got Point Pleasant on DVD from TeLina. I'm so stoked; I'll finally get to see how the season ends! I'm in the midst of watching Gilmore Girls right now though, so I can't start it yet. Well I should get going. I just wanted to gush about Darius for a minute ::Sigh:: He's so wonderful...
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| Wasting My Battery On Dial-Up |
| 12.27.05 (10:23 pm) [edit] |
Everything You’ll Ever Need To Know About Me!
x.|.x-Basics-x.|.x People call you..: Ri ..But your name’s actually: Marie Age: 21 Location: San Diego Left or Right handed: Right Eye colour: Green Natural hair colour: Brown Zodiac Sign: Virgo Future Career: Elementary School Teacher Grade: Ummm 4th year college Pets: Dog named Daisy x.|.x-Love-x.|.x Nice & easy or Hard to get: Depends Had your first kiss: Yes Should girls ask guys out: Yes Do you have a significant other; if so since when: I do since June Ever felt like you had your heart broken: Yes Cried over someone of the opposite sex: Yes Ever told someone you didn’t care when you actually did: Probably Ever told someone you loved them: Yes Flirted with someone even though you had a boyfriend/girlfriend: Never Had a crush on a lesbian/gay person: Not really Would you date someone for their money: No Do you prefer dating people that are older, younger, or the same age: Doesn’t really matter x.|.x-Favorites-x.|.x Eat-in restaurant: Red Robin Take-out place: Burger King or Wendy’s Soda: SURGE!!! Season: Summer Sport: I don’t really like sports Country: America Letter of the Alphabet: M Number: 3 Word: Catatonic Band(s): Hanson, Matchbox Twenty Singer(s): Gary Allan Snack: Frozen Swiss-Rolls Candy: Kit-Kat Saying: I think I have to go to the bathroom Board game: Mall Madness! Car: Anything that runs Movie: Get Over It! Song: Complicated by Carolynn Dawn Johnson Tv Show: Gilmore Girls Eating utensil: Fork Toppings on Pizza: Pineapple or Pepperoni x.|.x-This Or That-x.|.x The bigger picture or The little things: The little things Pepsi or Coke: Poke Rap or Rock *But not both*: Rock McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Adidas or Nike: Adidas Black and white or Colour photos: Depends Dollar bills or Coins: Dollar bills Cursive or Handwriting: I thought cursive was handwriting… Dark and stormy rain or Sunshower: Dark and stormy rain if I’m indoors Drive fast or slow: Flow Classic white or Colored x-mas lights: Colored lights Buy CD or Burn it: Buy Dogs or Cats: Definitely dogs Pastel or Bold: Bold x.|.x-The people who make you.. YOU! ( Friends )-x.|.x Can you name just one best-friend: Not really Have good friends of both the same and opposite sex: Yes Last person who called you: My dad Who always seems to catch you when you fall: Nicole Do you think your friends of the opposite sex are good looking: I do not associate with ugly people :P Last person you hugged: My mom Last person you danced with: My sis and I dance all the time Last person you were angry with: The animals x.|.x-Have You Ever..-x.|.x Hated someone for more then a year: Yes and I plan to keep hating Smoked: Yes Cursed in front of your parents: Yes Gone out of state: Yes Gone out of the country: Yes Been dumped: Yes Dyed your hair (Loser!): A lot, and why am I a loser? Stolen: No Played in the rain: Yeah Made a bet: Friendly wagers Had surgery: Oral surgery for my wisdom teeth Been to the hospital: I’ve been in one but never a patient Spun till you were dizzy: Yes Laughed so hard you cried: Yes Thrown anything at a moving car: Maybe Cheated on a test, quiz… or person ;): I’m not a cheater Said something you wish you hadn’t: Yes x.|.x-How do you feel about..(For or Against)-x The president: For Abortion: Forgainst Teenage pregnancy: Against Religion: Against Smoking: Forgainst Cloning: For Racism: Against The war in Iraq: Forgainst Downloading music: Forgainst Legal drinking age: For College: For Military: For Porn: For x.|.x-Do you believe in..*Your Beliefs*-x.|.x Love: Yes God: No Past-lives: No Studying: Yes Aliens: Sure Ghosts: Naw Karma: Not really Miracles: Sure Magic: Illusions Luck: Ok Wishing upon stars: Have fun Life after death: No Morals: Yeah Undying loyalty: I don’t know Our government…: Yes x.|.x-Randomness-x.|.x Can you sing well: No Do you ever sing to others: When I’m drunk What CD is in your CD player: Drinkin’ Songs First song on your playlist (If you have one): I don’t know Ever write; if so what: I write blog entries and in my journal Any secret fetishes?: If I told you it wouldn’t be a secret anymore Languages you speak: English Aim name: VenturaVampiress Do you like spending time alone: Sometimes What color is your computer: Black and silver Listening to music right now?; If so what: I’m not listening to anything How often do you fake sick: Never, I get sick enough Last time you had wine: A couple months ago I think Ever skipped class: Yeah but only when I got to college Walked out of class: Yeah but I try not to do that. Well versed in politics: No Always say what’s on your mind: Pretty much Laugh a lot: Yes Bite your nails: Yes What’re your school colours: Navy blue and orange I think What’s worse…physical or emotional pain: I don’t know Is K-mart just the poor man’s Wal-Mart: I couldn’t tell ya If the internet were sex, I would be…: Fingering it? Ever broken a bone: No Know the difference between a computer and a protractor: Yes Close your eyes, tilt your head back, what’s the first thought in your head: What the hell is that noise? (There was a real noise; I’m not just hearing noises in my head) Choose a book (Not a dictionary) turn to page 19. What’s the 5th sentence?: “Don’t worry, Pooh Bear,” said the boy. What’s on your desktop: Yellow Tulips Do you forgive and forget: I forgive, but never forget
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| I Like To |
| 12.26.05 (9:30 am) [edit] |
MOVE IT! I hope everyone had an awesome Christmas. I know I did. My family and friends are so cool. I made out like a bandit! And I have even more presents to give and receive so Christmas is going to last way into the New Year. One thing I am rather ticked about is the fact that I haven’t gotten anything from the family whose kids I watch. I work really hard for them and I got presents for all the children too. I’m thinking that maybe they were really busy cause they left for vacation yesterday, but I’m expecting something from them when they get back. I can’t wait for my baby to get back so we can exchange gifts. I miss him madly, but he’ll be back in less than 2 weeks now so yay! Happy Boxing Day, honey! This week I'm housesitting at 2 places so that's gonna be awesome. I just got home from one and in a little while I'm gonna head out to the farm. I think I'm gonna take a look at the ads from yesterday though, just in case. I'm hungry. I think I'm going to go raid the refrigerator and see what goodies we have left over. I'll talk to you all soon!
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| Old MacDonald Had A Farm... |
| 12.19.05 (7:49 pm) [edit] |
And He Asked Me To Farm-Sit. Ok, so I started watching the "farm" this weekend but I was too sick to sleep over so tonight is my first night here. The cat, Gizmo was so excited to see me, he kept tripping me up. The other animals that are here are a dog named Boomer, 3 ducks, about 8 chickens, and a pot-bellied pig named Percy that likes to attack me. It's actually pretty scary getting attacked by a pig. He was chasing me around and biting my leg while I'm trying to feed it. I've resorted to dumping the food over the fence and getting him to start eating it then I can go in and feed the ducks and change the water. I'm watching "Two And A Half Men" and the girl in this episode is totally psycho. It's so funny. I talked to my baby today. I was doing alright with him being gone and I was really proud of myself, but then he called and I started missing him all over again. It's ok; 2 weeks from Thursday he'll be back in my arms. I have lots to do before then so I should be fine. Ok now I'm watching "Out Of Practice" and all 3 siblings (2 boys and a girl) like the same girl at their New Year's Eve party. Gross. The funny thing is, their mom is Rizzo from "Grease" and their dad is The Fonz! Rizzo's New Year's date is the father of Fonzie's girlfriend and they're all at the party. It's pretty crazy. I'm gonna go to bed now though cause I'm waking up at 5:30 so I can feed the animals and get to my job at a reasonable hour tomorrow.
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| Remedy For Boredom |
| 12.15.05 (12:19 pm) [edit] |
What is your name?: Marie Are you named after anyone?: My great grandmother What's your screename?: VenturaVampiress Would you name a child of yours after you?: I want my first daughters first name to be my middle name. My first name is my mom’s middle name If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: They didn’t have a name picked out If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I don’t know, my friends names fit them, I don’t know about me Are there any mispronunciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Mary, Maria Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Maybe, but just cause people have a hard time with it Basics Your gender: Female Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight Single?: No If not, do you want to be?: No Birthdate: 9/5/1984 Your age: 21 Age you act: I don’t know Age you wish you were: 21 Your height: 5’ 5.5” Eye color: Green Happy with it?: Yes Hair color: Brown Happy with it?: Yes…It has already been everything else under the sun Lefty/righty/ambidextrous : Righty Your living arrangement: Live with parents Your family: My mom, dad, and sis Have any pets?: A dog Daisy What’s your job?: Full-time student Part-time babysitter Piercings?: 2 in each ear Tattoos?: 1 on my left ankle Obsessions?: I don’t even know where to begin Addictions?: I don’t have any Do you speak another language?: No Have a favorite quote?: I love quoting things but I don’t know if I have a favorite Do you have a webpage?: I have a blog…where this is posted Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it Do you live in the moment?: Sorta Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: To a degree Do you have any secrets?: I guess so Do you hate yourself?: No Do you like your handwriting?: No Do you have any bad habits?: I’m sure I do What is the compliment you get from most people?: I’m funny If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: “Nobody’s Life Is Like That” What's your biggest fear?: I don’t know. Dying in some horrible way I think Can you sing?: Not really Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No Are you a loner?: No What are your #1 priorities in life?: Finishing school and starting a career and then starting a family If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: If I were a chick probably not…I don’t really like girls Are you a daredevil?: No Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate that I can’t control my emotions at times when it’s key Are you passive or aggressive?: It depends who and what I’m up against Do you have a journal?: Yes What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I don’t know If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I’d like exercising Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I think I can be Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not really Do you think life has been good so far?: Yes What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Girls are bitches and guys are assholes What do you like the most about your body?: I don’t know anymore And least?: My extra fluff Do you think you are good looking?: Well I’m not bad looking Are you confident?: Most of the time What is the fictional character you are most like?: Maybe Lorelai from Gilmore Girls. I’m kinda crazy like her although I’m not a single mom who had a baby when I was 16 Are you perceived wrongly?: Much of the time I fear Do You... Smoke?: No Do drugs?: No Read the newspaper?: Not often Pray?: No Go to church?: No Talk to strangers who IM you?: It depends Sleep with stuffed animals?: I sleep with a wide array of things on my bed…Usually clothes and papers etc not stuffed animals Take walks in the rain?: Not really Talk to people even though you hate them?: Unfortunately yes Drive?: Yes Like to drive fast?: Not so much Would or Have You Ever? Liked your voice?: My voice is never going to change so I like it just fine Hurt yourself?: Not on purpose Been out of the country?: Yes Eaten something that made other people sick?: Probably Been in love?: Yes Done drugs?: Yes Gone skinny dipping?: I guess Had a medical emergency?: No Had surgery?: Only oral surgery getting my wisdom teeth out Ran away from home?: I got halfway down the block once when I was like 6 Played strip poker?: Yes Gotten beaten up?: No Beaten someone up?: I wish Been picked on?: All the time Been on stage?: Yes Slept outdoors?: Yes Thought about suicide?: No Pulled an all nighter?: Yes If yes, what is your record?: Oh eww I hated it. I’m trying to forget about it Gone one day without food?: Maybe when I was really sick, and I don’t even think then Talked on the phone all night?: I’ve talked on the phone for very long periods of time, I don’t know about all night though Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes Slept all day?: Yes Killed someone?: No Made out with a stranger?: Once Had sex with a stranger?: No Thought you're going crazy?: I always think I’m going crazy Kissed the same sex?: Yes Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Yes Been betrayed?: Yes Had a dream that came true?: I don’t remember Broken the law?: On several occasions Met a famous person?: Yes Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I think I might have hit a rat once On purpose?: No Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes Stolen anything?: No Been on radio/tv?: I was on the news a couple times Been in a mosh-pit?: Not yet Had a nervous breakdown?: No, I thought I was going to have one once Bungee jumped?: No Had a dream that kept coming back?: No Beliefs Believe in life on other planets?: Sure, why not? Miracles?: I guess Astrology?: No, but it’s fun Magic?: I like illusions God?: No Satan?: No Santa?: Yes Ghosts?: No Luck?: No Love at first sight?: No Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes Witches?: No Easter bunny?: Yes Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Hey, if you can find the end of a rainbow, you can have the gold Do you wish on stars?: No Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No, but I always say people are going to hell Do you think God has a gender?: I don’t believe in god Do you believe in organized religion?: Definitely not Where do you think we go when we die?: Into the ground to rot Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes Who is your best friend?: TeLina Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Me What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I don’t know Your favourite inside joke?: I don’t know so I’ll just pick one. “It’s a race against time!” Thing you're picked on most about?: I don’t know Who's your longest known friend?: Kelly and Josh Newest?: My Fullerton girls Last person you talked to online?: Darius Who do you talk to most online?: Darius Who are you on the phone with most?: TeLina Who do you trust most?: Nicole Who listens to your problems?: Most everyone Who do you fight most with?: Myself because no one ever fights back Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Yes Who's your second family?: Kelly and Josh’s family Do you always feel understood?: No Who's the loudest friend?: I don’t really know cause I’m loud myself Do you trust others easily?: Too easily sometimes Who's house were you last at?: Darius and Dave’s Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Darius Do your friends know you?: I think they know enough Friend that lives farthest away: Jill Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake?: No What do you find romantic?: Cuddling Turn-on?: Neck biting and kissing Turn-off?: Nakedness First kiss?: Junior year If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: I would feel like I needed to clear things up with them so that we could stay friends and his feelings wouldn’t get in the way Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: I don’t know Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: I think that that is acceptable Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes. It’s all about the personality Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I hope so What is best about the opposite sex?: I don’t know, I just like em What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They’re assholes? What's the last present someone gave you?: I dunno. I just got a Christmas card from Tyler Are you in love?: …Yes ::blushes:: Do you consider your significant other hot?: Oh yeah Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you?: People don’t really haunt me You wanted to kill?: I don’t know That you laughed at?: I laugh at everyone That laughed at you?: My sister That turned you on?: Darius You went shopping with?: Darius That broke your heart?: Someone stupid To disappoint you?: I don’t know To ask you out?: Darius To make you cry?: Myself To brighten up your day?: My sis That you thought about?: My sis, due to the last question You saw a movie with?: TeLina, Dave and I watched “Dodgeball” You talked to on the phone?: My sister You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Maybe Darius days ago You saw?: I’m with Baby J You lost?: My Godson at the Reuben H. Fleet Science Center. I found him though Right This Moment... Are you going out?: No Will it be with your significant other?: He’s in England right now, so no Or some random person?: N/A What are you wearing right now?: A sweatshirt and some jammie pants Body part you're touching right now: My cheek because I’m leaning on it What are you worried about right now?: I have to go to the bathroom What book are you reading?: I just finished “The Notebook” up next is “The Inferno” What's on your mousepad?: I have a laptop with no mouse Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Tired, sneezy, lonely, excited, lazy Are you bored?: Sorta Are you tired?: Yes Are you talking to anyone online?: No Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No Are you lonely or content?: Lonely…Thanks for reminding me Are you listening to music?: No
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| Why Do You Always Have To Be So... |
| 12.14.05 (9:00 am) [edit] |
Coun-trAAAry! I was trying to spell it the way Darius says it. Oh well, it's cute when he does it. I almost spelled it with a bad word first because that's how it sounds, but I don't want it to say that on my blog. I just talked to my boy on the phone. Well not just, but an hour or two ago. I've been working on my finals. I'm done with my essays and one of my tests. I have my 2nd test today at 2:30. And then I'll be all done! I'm really excited if you can't tell! I don't know what it is. Tonight and tomorrow are gonna be my last 2 nights I'm not alone until Darius gets back. I've spent the last 2 nights alone in a hotel in Anaheim because I didn't want to have the stress of driving while I'm trying to concentrate on finals. My mum, sis and I went to Disneyland yesterday for half the day. It was cool. I got to see the fireworks show which was pretty awesome considering that I've seen fireworks a million times. If you haven't seen the 50th anniversary fireworks show at Disneyland you should go. Preferably when it isn't busy. Cause you have to stand for a long time and get there kind of early. It wasn't too bad yesterday. No really long waits. Oh yeah, I went on the new Space Mountain for the first time. It was fun. I was like giggling and excited the whole time. I should go soon because I haven't really eaten since lunch yesterday. Unless you count some popcorn I split with my mum and sis around 4. Anyways, I'm tired and I still have to study for today's test. I'm gonna hang out with TeLina tonight cause I haven't seen her in a while. It should be fun! And then to work tomorrow and Friday at 7:30 AM. Ahhh, I love Winter Break...
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| The Captain Has Turned On The Fasten Seat Belt Sign... |
| 12.10.05 (6:53 pm) [edit] |
Well, he's on his way to England right now. I dropped him off the airport earlier today. It was a tearful goodbye but I know he'll be back before I even realize. I'm exhausted. We were up half the night waiting for laundry to be done and getting him packed. When I wake up tomorrow I'm going to start studying for my finals and writing my final essays. The first Harry Potter is on television and I'm watching it. They're all so young! Just little babies up on the screen. How adorable? Well anyways, I'm off to bed.
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| Busy Busy Bee |
| 12.05.05 (8:25 am) [edit] |
Busy Busy Me. So, this is the last week of classes for my first semester at Call State Fullerton. Next week I have finals. I'm psyched. Not really about the finals, but about being finished with the semester. Only one more day of the train too. How cool. I should probably be working on class work right now, but that's not really happening. I'm a little but hungry I think. I'm trying not to think too much about Darius' departure on Saturday. I know that I will miss him but I also know that I'm going to be busy the entire time he's gone. Like crazy-busy. I'm house-sitting for 2 peeps and I'm also going to be full-time babysitting again. My weekends will give me a break, but not really because I'm still driving out to the boonies to housesit. I hope that when the time actually comes things will be less hectic than I've imagined. I want everything to flow. Darius and I took pictures last week and I'll have to scan those in and post them so everyone can see how cute we are together. I can't believe the year is almost over. I can still picture last New Year's so vividly. This year has totally flown. Oh yeah, and Darius and I have been going out for almost 6 months now. Time flies when you're having fun. I hope time flies while he's gone too. He'll be having fun so it should for him. And I'm gonna be keeping busy so it should for me too. I'm planning on reading at night I think. I won't have much to do out in the boonies at night with all the coyotes traipsing around so I'll have to stay indoors and I've got plenty of material to get through. I even bought a copy of Dante's "Inferno" to read this break. I wish I was fluent enough in Italian to read it in its original Italian. It would be so much more beautiful. Once I finish the "Inferno", I still have to read "Purgatorio" and "Paradiso". Plus all the other books I own and haven't read yet. I have another 2 and a half hours before class starts. What am I going to do between now and then? I'll probably just skrew around on the internet. Maybe I'll get on IMDB and look up movies and actors, maybe I'll search for what I really want for Christmas, maybe I'll fill out a survey and post it. Just keep your eyes out for what happens next.
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