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What To Do, What To Do
08.30.04 (8:56 pm)   [edit]
So, Sunday is going to be my birthday and I still have no idea how I want to celebrate. Nothing sounds that exciting to me. If you have any ideas, let me know. And don't be offended if I don't take your advice. I guess I'm just not in a very good mood or state of mind. Nothing is wrong either. At least not anything that I can see from the surface. I'm so hot right now, what's the deal? I think I'm really sick. Sick in so many different ways. The past 2 nights I've woken up in the middle to toss and turn for an hour or so. I know I'm not getting too much sleep. I'm always tired when I go to bed and it's always at least 11 when my head hits the pillow and I'm going to be busy the next day, so why am I waking up? The new semester starts tomorrow. I hope that that is why I'm losing sleep and feeling like shit. It's all in anticipation for the things to come. They will all be good. Yeah, keep telling yourself that. They will all be good, they will all be good, they will all be... Who knows?
 
I Love This Song!
08.23.04 (9:27 pm)   [edit]

*What do you see
You people gazing at me
You see a doll on a music box
That's wound by a key


*How can you tell
I'm under a spell
I'm waiting for love's first kiss

*You cannot see
How much I long to be free
Turning around on this music box
That's wound by a key

*Yearning
Yearning
While I'm turning around and around




*What do you see
(Truly Scrumptious)
You people gazing at me
(You're truly, truly scrumptious)
You see a doll on a music box, that's wound by a key
(Scrumptious as a cherry peach parfait)



*How can you tell I'm
(When you’re near me)
Under a spell I'm
(It’s so delicious)
Waiting for love's first kiss
(Honest truly, you're the answer to my wishes)



*You cannot see
(Truly Scrumptious)
How much I long to be free
(Though I may seem presumptuous)
Turning around on this music box that's wound by a key
(Never, never, ever go away)


*Yearning
(My heart beats so unruly)
Yearning
(Because I love you truly)
While I'm turning around and around
(Honest, Truly I do)

 
It's Been Forever Since I Had A Survey!
08.04.04 (9:45 pm)   [edit]

YOU
+name: Marie
+best feature: My personality
+first crush: Justin Graves
+piercings: Ears; the lobes and the cartilage, hopefully my tongue soon
+boyfriend/girlfriend now: N/A
+number of times i have had my heart broken: I can’t keep track
+hearts i have broken: None…I don’t think
+number of girls i have kissed: 3
+what were u doing 15 mins ago: Reading about Adam and Eve
+what are u wearing now: Holland Cow boxers and a Big Dogs shirt
+u shy or outgoing: Outgoing
+sleep with stuffed animals: Not really, but my bed is the 2nd biggest shelf in my room after my floor so I sleep with other stuff
+what do you want from a partner: Honesty…Liars need not apply and a good sense of humor
+feature you notice first: Eyes
+tan or fair: Don’t really care, probably pale like me
+like flirts: Depends
+would you ever date a friend: Yes, I wouldn’t date anyone I don’t know well enough to call a friend

RELATIONSHIPS
+do u have a crush: Not really
+what is their name: N/A
+how long was your longest relationship: 15 months
+what is ur favorite thing to do with that special someone: Have sex?
+what is the best present u've gotten from someone: A copy of my favorite book; The Perks Of Being A Wallflower
+what one quality do u like best in the opposite sex: If they can make me laugh
+ever been in love: Yes
+Best friend(s): TeLina, Tyler, Jill, Nicole
+Friends that you look like: Kristen
+worst thing to say: “Thank you” after sex

FAVORITES
+color: Blue
+thing to do: Sleep
+clothes: Jeans and sweatshirts
+ocean or pool: I hate swimming and the sun so either one is cool at night
+favorite movie: A Goofy Movie, Get Over It, Clue, anything with John Cusack (Say Anything, Better Of Dead. Gross Pointe Blank, etc)
+love or lust: Love, but lust is cool
+silver or gold: Silver
+diamonds or pearls: Diamonds
+showers or baths: Showers
+food: Potatoes
+current song: Love Song by 311 or The Cure
+hoilday: Christmas
+animal: Dogs
+drink: Surge!
+perfume: I HATE perfume
+cologne: Yucky…But maybe Anchor Blue?


+activity: Sleep
+fruit: I don’t know
+Room In house: Mine
+Type of music: Country
+Memory: Disneyland
+Day of the Week: Don’t care, they all suck
+Flower: Don’t like flowers
+Month: December
+Season: Sprummer
+Location for dates: I don’t go on dates but hanging out at a restaurant and talking for hours is cool but not actually eating anything, just drinking
+u wish u could live somewhere else: Don’t care where I live as long as I’m not always cold or always hot
+u want more tattoos: I don’t have any…yet
+u like cleaning: Depends

HAVE YOU EVER
+cried when someone died: Yes
+drank alcohol: Yes
+lied: Yes
+fallen for ur best friend: Not exactly
+rejected someone: Yes
+used someone: Yes
+been cheated on: Yes
+cheated on someone: No
+done something u regret: I try not to regret anything I do, but I regret letting people use me and hurt me
+smoked: Yes, cigarettes, pot, and hookah
+obsessive: Yes
+could u live without the computer: I suppose I could except typing school papers on a typewriter would really suck
+how many peeps are on ur buddylist: 53
+like watching sunrises or sunset: I like sleep so I guess sunsets
+pain: No
+trust others way too easily: Sometimes
+Gotten in a fight: Not a physical fight exactly, but verbal fights all the time


+Been to New York: Yes
+Been to Florida: Yes
+Been to san francisco: Yes
+Been to Hawaii: Yes
+Been to Mexico: Once and all we did was walk across the border and back to the Us but it took like a half an hour to do so that’s strange
+Been to China: No
+Been to Canada: Yes

+Danced naked: Probably while I’m getting dressed or maybe before or after sex!
+Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened: I always have bad feelings I’m sure one of them came true
+Wish you were the opposite sex: All the fucking time
+danced like a frickin idiot: How else would I dance
+went to a movie: Yes
+wished u were somebody else: Not really
+were depressed: I’m always depressed, this happiness is an act
+where would you love to travel to: Italy, gotta put this knowledge to some use
+whats ur middle name: Rebecca

DO YOU, HAVE YOU'S AND WHAT ABOUT YOU'S
+do u have a cell phone: Yes
+whats ur online screen name: VenturaVampiress
+what do u want to do with your life: Have a good career and a great family
+last time u went to the doctor: When I was sick?
+do u consider urself a "nice" person: No, but at least I’m not a two-faced bitch…all the time
+what are you scared of: Peacock feathers and butterflies
+do u believe in angels: Only fallen ones
+do u think ur spoiled: Yes
+have u seen the exorcist: No. “Fuck Jesus! Fuck Jesus!”

FINISH THE SENTENCE
+in the morning i am: Tired
+all i need is: Unconditional love
+love is: An invitation for pain
+if i could see one person right now: Zac Hanson naked in my bed!
+i dream about: My subconscious desires like having sex with my friends dad and fake fish stuck on sticks in the ocean
+rebellious: Fuckers
+sweet: Lou
+butt: Butt patter
+smart: Ass
+funny: Bunny
+deep: er, harder, faster
+stubborn: Shit head
+bitchy: Girls
+secretive: Life
+moody: Blues
+lazy: Dayz
+crazy: Fuck
+flirtatious: Whore
+lovable: Wank

DO YOU
+play an instrument: No
+read the newspaper: No
+believe in miracles: No
+like the taste of alcohol: I like “Premium Malt Beverages”, no shots for this girl
+have any secrets: Probably not
+wish on stars: Maybe
+believe in ghosts: No
+like sarcasm: Love It!
+sing in the shower: Yes
+sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M.: All the time…Pshhh, right
+save aol/aim conversations: Yes because I’m obsessive
+cried because of someone saying something to u: Yes
+color ur hair: Yes
+ever get off the damn computer: Yes
+habla espanol: Um, I took 2 years but I don’t know anything. I took Italian too!
+coke or pepsi: They’re the same damn thing
+flowers or candy: Neither…yuck
+scruff or clean shaven: Depends
+tall or short: Doesn’t matter

WHO
+makes u laugh the most: Myself
+makes you smile: Stupid people who don’t think I’m laughing at them
+gives u a funny feeling when u see them: Girls I hate?
+has a crush on u: Everybody Goddammit!
+Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Not really…Celebrities don’t count because you can’t love them really
+Have You Ever Cried over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Yes
+Do you have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Dumbasses?
+Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: Yes
+Are You Lonely Right Now: No, I have Thumper!
+Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: No…I believe in sex before marriage so what would I get married for?
+Do You Want To Get Married: I suppose
+Do You Want Kids: Yes
+Red or blue: Blue
+Spring or fall: Sprummer remember?
+Santa or Rudolph: Santa
+Math or English: English so I can talk good
+What are you going to do after you finish this survey: Go to bed
+High school or college: College but I miss the “designated social time” cause I don’t talk to anyone at school now
+Are you bored: Not too often cause then I got to sleep
+How many buddies are on: 11
+Last movie you saw: At home, Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure. At the theatre, The Terminal
+Last noise you heard: I’m listening to music on my computer
+Things you like in a girl/guy: Honesty, Personality, and Good sense of humor
+What do you think of Ouija boards: I have one, they don’t work, but they’re fun
+What book are you reading now: Jemima J
+Favorite board game: I don’t remember
+Favorite magazine: Teen People I guess
+Worst feeling in the world: A broken heart
+What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: I don’t want to get up
+How many rings before you answer: Depends on who’s calling and how long it takes me to decide whether or not I want to talk to them
+Future daughter's name: I don’t know yet
+Future son's name: Dunno
+Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
+If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: A mom…with a supportive spouse
+Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: Righty
+type with your fingers on the right keys: A combination
+What's under your bed: Boxes of shit that I can’t bear to part with
+Eye Color: Hazel
+Height Currently: 5' 5½”
+Glasses/contacts: Glasses, and I own contacts but I only wear them on “special occasions”
+Current Age: 19
+Siblings:1
+Hobbies: Sleeping
+Are You Timely or Always Late: Timely unless I just don’t care
+Do You Have a Job: Yes
+Do You like Being around People: Depends

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
+Cried: Yes
+Bought Something: Yes
+Gotten Sick: I’m always sick
+Sang: Of course
+Said I Love You: I think so
+Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: No I always say I love you
+Met Someone New: I don’t meet people…I stalk them
+Talked To Someone: Yes
+Had A Serious Talk: Yes
+miss someone: Yes
+Hugged Someone: Yes
+Kissed Someone: No
+Fought With Your Parents: No
+Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
+Had a lot of sleep: No

LAST PERSON WHO
+Slept in your bed: Me
+Made you cry: Some people who are close to me
+You shared a drink with: Dunno
+You went to the mall with: Nicole and Anna
+Sent you a comment on tblog: Niko
+Said they were going to kill you: Everybody loves me

FINAL QUESTIONS
+i want: Sex; lots of kinky, dirty sex
+i wish: That I could work at Disneyland on the Haunted Mansion, even though it scared me, either at the beginning or the end of the ride so I can walk on the moving walkway all day and burn those calories
+i miss: Ben and Jill
+i fear: The Worst
+i wonder: Is there such a thing as having too many pairs of underwear?
 
On Second Thought
08.03.04 (3:11 pm)   [edit]
He's like a wolf in sheep's clothing... But he's a marvelous actor that has practiced his sheep act frequently, making it harder for me to look past his fuzzy exterior to realize this.